Ed Zimmerman was a man as protean in his professional life
as in his devotion to family, and friends, and to the arts, especially music,
textiles, and poetry. His poems appeared in a full-length collection, A Piercing Happiness (2011) and a
chapbook, At Truro (2012). He died
October 6, 2012, at his home.
Ed was born June 11, 1924 and grew up in the Bronx, the
youngest of three children of immigrant parents. His father, Benjamin, came to
the U.S. as a 12 year-old with a sewing machine hanging from his neck and made
a living as a tailor in New York's Garment District. He never learned to read
or write English, but he and his wife Toby made education a top priority for Ed
and his siblings, insisting "a B+ isn't good enough for a
Zimmerman."
Ed graduated from DeWitt Clinton High at age 16 and attended
Columbia College on a New York State Regents scholarship, while working
part-time as a movie house usher at the rate of 33 and 1/3 cents an hour. While
at Columbia, he began writing short fiction and poetry. He also embarked on a
self-guided education in classical music, traversing all of Beethoven's string
quartets until he found his favorites, the final ones, which he felt
"broke all the rules" and which, at age 19, he chose for his funeral.
Ed graduated Phi Beta Kappa in 1944 then joined the Signal
Corps-6th Army. He was in training when the U.S. dropped the atom bomb and on
leave in Los Angeles with a buddy a few days later when Japan surrendered. He
wrote, "The celebration lasted through the night. We, being in uniform,
were repeatedly hugged and kissed by women of every age. We cooperated."
Serving in occupied Japan, Ed monitored the VHF radio transmission stations in
the hills of Kobe and worked in Yokohama as editor-in-chief of an Army
newspaper.
Lt. Zimmerman came home in 1946 and enrolled at Columbia Law
School on the GI Bill. After graduation in 1949, he headed off to Oxford to
study literature for the summer then settled down to the serious business of
law, first serving as a law clerk to U.S. District Judge Simon H. Rifkind then
to U.S. Supreme Court Justice Stanley Reed. He went into private practice at
Sullivan and Cromwell in New York in 1951. That same year, on a boat to England
for vacation, his name was the last on the ship's manifest; the first was
Caroline Abbot. They married in 1956.
Stanford University Law School came calling in 1959. Ed
loved teaching at Stanford—and taking writing workshops with Ken Kesey and
Larry McMurtry—but he was equally proud of his work recruiting the best and the
brightest to the Law School faculty. In 1965, he took a sabbatical to work in
the U.S. Justice Department, where he served as Assistant Attorney General for
Antitrust in 1968 and argued before the Supreme Court in U.S. vs. Container
Corp., a leading case on the antitrust implications of information exchanges. In 1969, Ed accepted a partnership offer from
Covington & Burling and practiced antitrust law there until his death. Ed
was also a Founding Trustee of the Natural Resources Defense Council.
In 1975, Ed began collecting Oriental carpets, buying pieces
that "spoke" to him. His interest in celebrating the beauty and
craftsmanship of handmade rugs drew him to Washington, D.C.'s Textile Museum
and eventually to its management. He was President of the Board of Trustees
from 1986 to 1996, helping lead a period of enormous growth and stability for
the museum. The museum bestowed its Award of Distinction upon him in 2008 in
gratitude.
Ed's deep knowledge of and passion for the arts—from
classical music to textiles, opera and ballet—found its deepest expression in his love of
words. There were summer workshops on the Cape with poets Alan Dugan and
Stanley Kunitz, afternoons composing verse at his beloved country house, Goose
Woods, and weekly meetings for nearly 30 years with the Capitol Hill Poetry
Group, some of Washington, D.C.'s finest poets. Ed's poetry has been published
in The Partisan Review, The Other Side of
the Hill II, Hungry as We Are, Ten Years-Castle Hill, and The Innisfree Poetry Journal. He was
also a featured poet at the Library of Congress Poetry-at-Noon Series in 2009.
Ed is survived by his wife and muse of 56 years, Cassie; his
daughter, Sarah, an architect; his son, Lyle, a biologist; his daughter Miriam
and son-in-law, Steve York, documentary filmmakers; and his granddaughter,
Rebecca York, an artist and musician.
Ed's poems previously appeared in Innisfree 9 and Innisfree 14.
In this issue, we present a selection of poems from his books as well as a few
left on his desk at the time of his death.
At the request of the family, Ed's poems are preceded and succeeded by two poems from two of his friends and colleagues in the Capitol Hill Poetry Group, Jean Nordhaus and the Editor.
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I. A poem by Jean Nordhaus:
The Natural Sonneteer
for my friend, Ed Zimmerman
Whatever he has to say, he writes it down
in supple, figured lines. He never counts.
Yet there are fourteen exactly, every time.
A miracle of sorts, like fish and loaves.
Always there is enough. And not too much.
Ancestral music shuddering from the brain
as if that measure, patterned in the genes
were foreordained, a law of nature
ravishing the pulse, a Roman justice
closeted in chambers of the beating heart.
He wears a coat and tie, a four-in-hand,
and walks with grave decorum through this life,
iambic, antic, musing as he goes
on love, fine tapestries, and heroes' grief.
[first appeared in Poetry
(1994)]
II. Poems by Ed Zimmerman:
Blue Sea in Every Window
After too many decades away we return
to the small house on the dune, to the white
bare room with blue sea in every window.
Time has mangled people and mangled places
—
there are gaps where close friends used to be,
frames of new houses despoil hills
and swales that flowed like bayberry velvet,
the beautiful girl we knew has become a wizened
bird of a woman.
We walk the road going
to the house where our small children once
played
but now see only brambles, the rose-trellis
ruined,
and cannot find a pathway in. But the sea
is constant and its rote soothes us in our
sleep,
the morning light continues to startle, the sun
is red at night as it sinks into the bay. And you
defy the years and again become
the girl I knew from the tiny sea-side town
who is learned about yawls, ketches and skiffs,
jibs and foresails, about the patterns of the
tides
and the winds, about who is truly skilled in
sailing
and who is not.
I stand grateful and amazed
that you trusted your life to a landlubber,
unskilled, awkward, always surprised by the
weather.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
After
Pruning
The apple
trees stand butchered but alive
—
they will
bloom again despite this savagery.
Their
severed limbs lie tangled in the pasture
piled for
rotting with yellowed garden waste,
but my
avaricious eye cannot ignore
the wealth
that lurks within the snarl, and so
I pry out
branches wide as arms, limbs
thick as
calves but heavier, and one stout
segment in
the shape of two thighs and a crotch.
I am
dazzled by this abundance,
by this
promise, despite mayhem, of more fruit
from
living trees and this gift of dense firewood.
They make
me grow reckless and almost wish
for winter
and its fires so that I can feed
the
wood-stove apple limbs and crotches
even
though I know it is unwise
to rush
the seasons.
[from At Truro]
The Limits of Poetry
Poetry is not an
instrument fit
To convey the anguish
a father feels
For a daughter, most
at peace with animals,
Who is guilt-ridden at
having had
To will the death of
an old sick cat
That, perhaps, had not
been as loved
As retrospect
requires, that now
Is entombed in the
garden's earth, honored
With a pretty bush,
and recollected
In the quieter house
as a purring machine,
A small outboard
motor,
A motor-mouth of love.
Printer's Error
The new club member
directory arrived
and I am dismayed to
find my name not listed—
not even an empty line
to mark
where, during decades
of belonging, it had resided.
My better sense
instructs me not to see
an eerie portent in
this printer’s error,
but the damage has
been done and I grow jealous
of those yet in the
array of published names—
figures on the shore
as I am carried farther out—
and jealous of all
whose names are not etched
in disappearing ink,
such as the young,
descending the
escalator, en route to work,
bodies glowing, hearts
beating in rhythm,
unremarkable, but
belonging to every club.
The Cinematographer
I do not know the plot as yet but know
this night is fit for a dramatic exit.
The streets are empty, the buildings ruined by
fog,
spires appear and disappear, and down
in the harbor baffled ships bleat and complain.
I do not know the plot as yet but know
the camera should film me from behind as I
stride into the mists and disappear,
making my farewell to music of a viola
that blends with groping horns, all falling
silent in half a minute, leaving in the viewer's
sight only bare pavement, leaving
in the viewer's ear an echo of a Mahler song.
I do not know the plot as yet but know
the lens should scan the gloomy skies, and
search
from empty gray horizon to gray horizon.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Lovely A.
I am authorized to tell you
that we cannot live forever,
that our cells will not forget to die.
I am, like you, disconsolate.
I had intended a permanent existence
with time to relish every crystal truth
the computer, retrieving and retrieving,
ever sang, with time for every delta
on the coastline of Brazil, with time
at Svalbard where the ice is blue
and indolent seals flop unconcerned
until they push off, lazy, to the Pole.
But now I know that lovely A.
who once presided in a black silk sheath
lies disarranged—a loose necklace
of bone in the earth in Queens.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Easy Women
(From the N.Y. Times
obituary of Clyde Tombaugh , the astronomer who located Pluto, whose father
had admonished him: "Clyde, make yourself
useful and beware of easy women.")
He left
Kansas for the night skies of Flagstaff
and began
to interrogate ten million dots,
sifting
them over and over and over again
until he
caught a twitching residue of light—
the
missing planet, once X, now Pluto—
making
himself useful. As for easy women
surely
there must have been one or two
gentle,
dazzled, longing souls for whom
the young
sky-searcher was a prince of star-light,
at least
one who, had she been at his side
while he
looked and looked and looked,
might have
edged close to ward off the chill
of the
night's vast loneliness and who
in a flush
of urgency might have been easy,
though he,
no doubt, would have stayed useful,
leaving
her, who cared not a whit
which
smudge harbored Pluto, to confront alone
the
terrible enormity of the desert sky.
[from At Truro]
Googling
Lionel
Something
the other day reminded me
of Lionel,
my brilliant boyhood friend,
whose mind
was agile, whose temper gentle,
who at an
early age liked to wander
through
mazes of mathematics and did so
surely, as
though on well-lit highways.
It has
been more than half a century since we spoke
but his
image remains clear in my mind
and I
think of him time and again—
cheerful,
quick, unassuming, finding
humor in
the awful—and since I often wondered
what he
had made of his life and whether
he knew
what I had made of mine,
I thought
it time to reconnect, compare
the
totals, reminisce. So I went to the great
vat of
facts, typed his name, discovered
to no
surprise that my friend had flowered,
taught
admiring students at warp-speed,
published
more than a hundred papers on topics
such as
the asymptotic properties
of order
statistics, and displayed kindness,
charm,
grace, common sense, and wit.
What I
hadn't bargained for, what numbed,
was the
shock of finding that these affirmations of my friend
were in a
stale obituary, a decade old,
that I had
been harboring a ghost,
that I was
lonelier than I had realized.
Connoisseurship
We are
dropping like leaves from a November tree
And I have
become a connoisseur or funerals.
Some were
scripted by the guest of honor who
Cast the
speakers and the ushers, selected the music,
The
location, the presider, so that the ceremony
Was, in
effect, a last work, subject
Of course
to a few conventions —the invocation
Of some
Deity or other, the preacher's assurance
That the
deceased was never happier, was being borne
On the
eagle’s wing, had a Very Important Personage
As a
personal guide to the next strata of life.
Some
arrangements were left entirely to survivors
Because
the deceased had not anticipated
The event,
or was too ill, or did not care.
Usually
then the adult children are in charge.
They can
be tall, impressive, in prime of life,
Fierce in
their adulation, in their insistence
That the
ceremony fit, but when the hooded
Casket is
wheeled from the altar, down the aisle
They
follow, crying like five-year olds.
Family Day
at the Ballet
The lobby
thrums with the scurryings of the very young.
Dressed
for holiday they buzz in tilting circles
around and
under their keepers. A taut voice
warns:
"Sarah, you are starting to get lost."
Then all
file in for Columbine and Harlequin,
for
black-suited dancers with tricorner hats
mirrored
by small dancers with tricorner hats.
And a
golden line of dancing fat men
confronts
itself in miniature—wave after wave
of
replication as two generations
glissade
across the ballet stage.
The
viewers are in titters and the mothers proud,
but I,
impelled by something half like justice,
want
another tier to the array—old ones
who
celebrate, who move as best they can,
shuffling,
galumphing in slow arthritic circles
but
dancing in black suits or gold, wearing
the
indicated hats, starting to get lost.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Father's Day
In the dream I had
displayed
a singular defect of
character—
I had neglected to bury
my father
and the two black-suited
men
glared at me as they
deposited
their linen-covered
burden at my feet.
I protested that all had
been seen to
years before—rites,
eulogies,
interment—but they would
not listen
and turned their faces
away leaving
in my direction only
outstretched arms,
fingers pointing at the
bundle below me.
I awoke, suddenly aware
it was the anniversary
of my father's death, a
date half forgotten
but noted by some secret
timekeeper,
who struck chimes with
the dream,
reminding me of
unfinished business,
leaving me to grope for
what it was.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Decoration Day, 1938
(March
15, 2011. The last doughboy is buried.)
Q. What
was the weather like?
It was end-of-school
weather,
short-sleeved-shirt
weather,
first-sunburn weather,
line-the-boulevard
weather,
as we waited for the
parade.
Q. Were
there bands and marchers?
There were high school
bands,
American Legion and
National Guard bands,
bands with snarling
silver trumpets
and thumping drums.
There were
marchers from ROTCs, the
Army Reserves,
the Boy Scouts, and the
Camp-Fire Girls
wearing their beautiful
new breasts.
Q. Was
your world a happy place?
Adolph Hitler was in the
daily papers,
Mussolini in the
rotogravure,
Coughlin on the radio
and in the neighborhood,
the Brown Shirts of Kuhn
in Yorkville
and the Silver Shirts of
Pelley
in middle America, all
gushing hatred.
But we were young and
played stick-ball,
punch-ball, roller-skate
hockey,
basketball, and football
on a rocky lot.
Our parents were
frantic, but we were happy.
Q. What
do you most clearly remember seeing?
One open car with three
frail
figures waving feebly—
drummer boys from the
Civil War
who had long outlived
their great commanders
who had been transformed
into avenues—
Burnside, Grant,
Sherman, and Sheridan.
A clump of elderly men
with boy-scout hats and
khaki shirts
marching with banners
that pleaded
"Remember the
Maine."
But most of all a mass
of merry, youngish
veterans
who rode on floats of
cardboard boxcars
marked quarante
hommes et huit chevaux—
hero doughboys, confident
victors
of the Great War to End
All Wars.
They shouted lewdness at
spectator girls.
Q. How
did the parade end?
I can't recall. It must
have petered out—
they must have run out
of wars.
Q. What
made you wish to write this poem?
I did not want those
trusting doughboys
buoyant enders of all wars
to perceive others assemble on dim streets.
I did not want those
innocents to disappear
from memory without at
least a footprint,
at least a chord that
echoes for a minute
before the great
silence.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Homage to a Minor Deity
Fiona
Ridgeross wore a crimson birthmark
The size
of a luncheon plate across her face
But we,
15-year old boys
In her
high school English class, otherwise
Intensely
interested in feminine beauty or even
The sexual
attractiveness of tables and chairs,
Did not
notice the splotch. She had revealed
The way a
clump of words can resonate,
Rise and
fall like ocean waves, hint
At scraps
of haunting song, and what we desired
Most of
all was for her to write in the margin
Of a page
of our work, "How nice."
Anna Sergeyevna
(Turgenev, Fathers and
Sons, Ch.25)
After they
left, Anna Sergeyevna
Fell into
the pit of depression
Though
Heaven knows why.
She could
not read, she could not sew,
Could not
take pleasure in the shapes of things,
And could
not play her proper parts.
She was
haunted by a heavy sadness
As stars
are hounded by dying specks
Of
terrible density that warp orbits
And limn
the diminution of our Sun.
What
brought her back only Heaven knows—
A sunny
day, a visitor perhaps,
A false
anticipation of a love,
Some
ordinary thing that made the stars less bleak.
Something
healed or seemed to heal
And she
resumed her proper daytime roles
Although
at night she locked the blinds
Against
the stars' implacable light.
Sleeping Quarters
During the
Great Depression
I shared a
bedroom with two cats
and a
snoring great-grandmother.
The cats
stretched themselves
out beside
me like young horses,
their
bodies rattling all night.
The east
window framed
a grape
arbor, alive
with
dawn's chiming birds.
In third
grade I would go to sleep
every day
at arithmetic period
and had to
go to the back
with the
dumbbells.
After I
got used to the snoring,
the dawn
bird chorus,
the
rattling cats, I moved
up front
with the scholars.
Sixth
grade, we went back
to our big
house, leaving the cottage
where I'd
had to share a room;
I got back
my old nest
overlooking
oak trees.
But I had
to lock my arms tight
to my
chest every night
so my
wrists would not fall
below the
bed springs
and be
slashed by the mad man.
Silent as
death he was—
let me
sleep all night. Still,
there he
was, under my bed,
razor
ready.
Aunt Sally Got the Blues
After they
left and the laughter died
she became
lost in a dark corridor
that
seemed endless. She did not know why.
Because
they left? It was unlikely.
But she
could not read or sew or cook
or play
her customary role of being wise
or take
pleasure in the shapes of things.
She was
haunted by a massive invisible sadness
as stars
are hounded by specks of terrible density
that warp
their orbits. What brought her back
only heaven knows—a sunny day,
a visitor
perhaps, a crossword puzzle
that
almost solved itself, some ordinary thing
that made
the skies less bleak. Something healed
or seemed
to heal and she embraced her proper
daytime
life, although at night, she locked
the blinds
against the stars' unloving light.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
The Family V
Mr. Viridian, vendor of rugs,
who used to sit on a throne-like chair,
commanding his minions to unroll
Cleopatras from Tabriz, Heriz,
and Samarkand, was kind to me
and helped me savor crimson lac,
cobalt blue and aubergine.
But he grew too old to tend his store,
and they stashed him into a colorless room
where he would not breathe and did not keep.
Madam Viridian, who once was lithe
and used her breasts as scimitars
cutting to anguish each yearning wretch,
grew too wide for a full embrace,
grew too sere for a spurt of lust,
yet waddled serenely in the night
aflame with ardor, like a girl,
all cochineal and madder red,
and was kind to me, disclosing how
there is beauty in a love of love.
Uncle Viridian, poet and fraud,
who used to rock his porcelain words,
purporting to seek epiphanies
but only hunting the little space,
the consolation of warm thighs,
was nightly harassed by chilling dreams
of former loves forever young
who mocked how his passion had wilted away,
yet was kind to me, warning me
from aniline dyes and clinking rhymes.
ViVi Viridian, daughter of grace,
was kind to me when I was young,
and taught me how to nurse a drink,
taught me how to nurse a love,
taught me no and taught me yes.
She vanished with swift elegance
before she slowed or swelled or grayed
yet inhabits every color I perceive,
magenta, gold, or indigo,
and coaxes me in my half-light
to praise the family Viridian.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Sixteen Cunningham Dancers
They
assume stances Fokine never dreamt of
even in
nightmares, and move to control the chaos
in which
they spin They fall lightly like November leaves,
lie on
their backs, arms held up, hands cocked
—
(a field
of flowers broken by sleet). Before he died
Merce
Cunningham decreed that his hand-picked
troupe of
dancers would tour the world for two years
and then
disband forever. But they are defiant
as they
end their dance and sharply slap sixteen
pair of
hands against sixteen pair of thighs,
and look
as though
they will dance forever.
[from At Truro]
A Young
Woman Writes from London
Life in
general is not bad—London
bustles
and hones my imagination.
But in
November it is also raw and dark
and I live
in a cramped room. When tired
I feel as
though I am floating in a gray sea,
quite
lost, belonging to no one
and to no
place, with only tiers of fog
on the
horizon. I long for a clean,
airy
house, bright with sunlight,
with high
ceilings, banks of flowers, pictures
coloring
the wall, decent furniture,
and a fine
piano. And although
none of
the males around are suitable
for the
purpose, I feel in the mood
for a
violent love affair.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Kamila
Stosslova
Fame came
late for Janacek
and later
still, at sixty-three,
passion.
Implausible, obdurate, futile
it fixed
upon a bewildered young woman,
dark-eyed
and less than half his age.
For the
eleven years left of his life
he wrote
love letters, sometimes
three a
day, that flustered her.
Sometimes
out of kindness she replied
and tried
to infuse sanity as when
she warned
that were he to know her
he would
soon be bored. But it did not matter
and he
grew more passionate as he aged
transforming
her into a melody
for the first
violin in his second
string
quartet, lodging her dark eyes
onto the
gypsy girl of a song-cycle,
setting
echoes of her in roles of four operas,
the
Sinfonietta, the Glagolitic Mass,
and more
in the great starburst of fecundity
of his
final decade. And near the very end
of his
life, after a chaste visit, with her son in attendance,
he wrote: "And
you are sitting beside me
and I am happy and at peace.
In such a way do the days pass for the angels."
[from A Piercing Happiness]
Five
Pacific Bucks
In the
woods behind our country house
five young
male deer saunter into view,
too old to
be fawns, too young
to
carry multi-tiered racks of antlers.
Each,
though, has a sprout of horns,
some more
scant than others, like the first
tentative
moustaches of high school juniors.
They are
at peace with one another, travel
as a herd,
graze for a bit and then move on,
vanishing
together as suddenly as they appeared.
I had not
expected the sight of five
pacific
bucks and almost regret the fact
that soon
those antlers will blossom into
elaborate
candelabra, that these deer will struggle
with each
other for the ownership of does,
and that
like school alumni returning for reunions,
each will
paw the ground and shake his massive
rack,
showing why he is more important.
[first
appeared in A Piercing Happiness]
Their Plenitude
I'm glad
my father isn't alone tonight
searching
empty rooms, my mother gone;
he isn't
well equipped for solo grief.
I'm
thankful the others are with him in the house—
the aunts
and uncles, the first and second cousins—
voices,
cards, the smell of cake and coffee.
I never
gave much thought to family ties.
A boy is
not apt to be amazed
by eight
bustling sets of aunts and uncles,
or by
"The Girls," my mother's maiden cousins
who in
summer houses fluffed my pillows,
saw me
into bed, closed the door.
Of course
by now they're dead, all of them,
the aunts,
the uncles, my father decades ago,
but the
gratitude that surges through the dream
is vivid,
and whether I loved each in their time
I cherish
all now—their plenitude
drifts
down like rain upon my old-bone sleep.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
For Stanley
Italian!
Italian! he sang out scornfully
to the
opening of Mendelsohn's Fourth Symphony
whose
brocades of sound he found too flashy.
And for
Beethoven's Fifth he sang
Dih, dih,
dih, daah, and asked
"So
what ?" and he repeated
dih, dih,
dih, daah, so what?
My boyhood
friend Stanley was a severe
interlocutor
of the music we listened to
on clunky
records that scratched and hissed.
He was
severe as only the young can be
when
confronting the idols of their elders.
I was too
uncertain and unknowing
to inject
iconoclasms of my own,
but
learned, almost a lifetime ago,
that music
is a conversation.
Sometimes
a composer is dull as mud,
his music
routine and vacuous
as
extended discussion of the weather.
Sometimes
the music has a little wit or flavor
but ends
up like a one-joke movie.
And every
now and then, perhaps
in the
middle of the night when four hours
of sleep
has fooled the mind into wakefulness,
one
encounters, in the dark, music
with
something to say, poignant or astringent,
new in
style or old, but fresh. And like
conversing
with a brilliant partner time
goes
quickly, one feels brilliant,
one wants
the conversation never to end.
Farrell Declines to Sleep with Balanchine
(After lines by Louise
Bogan)
Good
night, good night, there is so much to love,
from the
skitter of half-steps to the arced jeté,
I could
not love it all, I could not love it enough.
You sing
by movement, in tones full or slant,
new
configurations that never pall.
Good night,
good night. There is so much to love
in every
motion that you spin me to,
how could
I risk those lucent angularities?
I could
not. Love it all? I could not love it enough
and know
the night's fierce murmurings
are less
enduring than your supple tutelage.
Good
night, good night, there is so much! To love
you as I
do I must be purely motion,
in the
stance and orbit you devise, else
I could
not love it all. I could not love it. Enough
passion
can be squandered in ordinary ways—
I'd dance
in bed as any woman would.
Good
night. Good night. There is so much to love
I could
not love it all. I could not love it enough.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
On the Death of Merce Cunningham
A master
of movement, Merce Cunningham decreed
that on
this death his small, hand-picked troupe
would
circle the earth in a final tour and then disband,
even
though they still danced the way he taught them to—
taking
turns skipping over one another,
forming
perfect circles from broken rings,
floating
to earth lightly like November leaves,
effortlessly
rising up as though buoyed by water.
And yet he
commanded the death of his own creation—
surely a
kind of post-mortem suicide—
perhaps
out of fear they would soon be corrupted,
perhaps
out of jealousy of those who survived,
perhaps as
a witty unexpected motion
that makes
the commonplace startling and memorable.
A Piercing Happiness
On a soft September afternoon
in the garden of the museum
seven middle-aged docents,
transform themselves by wearing
resplendent silk ikat robes
contrived a century and a half ago
in Tashkent, Bukhara or Samarkand.
The cloth glitters with each movement
and flaunts flowers never seen
in the light of day, alien fruits,
five-fingered figures that could
be hands without palms or combs,
all splattered with clouds of color unlike
those of any sunrise or sunset that we know.
The shapes are strange but the colors pure—
shining golds, clear greens, deep blues,
swirling reds and darkest aubergines.
The coats were portable wealth to early owners
and to me, fortuitous bystander to this parade,
an unexpected source of piercing happiness.
[from A Piercing Happiness]
III. A poem by Greg McBride:
Diminished
I stride into the mists and disappear.
—Edwin M. Zimmerman (1924-2012)
It was a good thing
to tell his story
with our stories,
each of us
one thin strand of who
and what he was,
and he for me
a keeper of the best
of who I am.
But keepers depart,
one by one,
a piece of me
tucked under an arm.
His story, my story,
that intersection
now closed.
Remembering
him, remembering me,
I drive away
under skeletal trees,
turn onto
Woodside Parkway,
take the detour,
and hope that when
I get home, someone
will know who I am.
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