The Written Word
After we were tucked in
after she settled her mother
for the night, brushing the long white hair
setting the silver bell by her bedside
after she let Dusty out in the yard
and then back in
After that my mother would retreat
into words, novel open
cigarettes at hand
Or she'd take the Smith Corona
to the bathroom and send
crisp black letters across the page
each keystroke pinning words on paper
like insects in a specimen case
With the spoken word
she was less forthcoming
dinnertime debates would drive her
from the room
some things (she said)
a well-bred person simply doesn't speak of
money for one or sickness or politics
or feelings or Great Aunt Sarah's
disastrous marriage
The many things she never
told me would fill pages
what it was like to be an afterthought
third girl years later, not the son
they hoped for
what it was like to lose the man
before my father
the man who gave her the small figure
of a fox she so treasured
what it was like to try
and fail at a life on stage
speaking someone else's
written words
Lullaby for a Winter Evening
Lie down and let me tell you about snow
about geometry and silence
two parts cold to one part marvel
let me tell you of the twofold
mystery of its nature
how a single flake
dissolves at once
how two flakes linger
when they gather
whitely on the ground
Lie down and lift your face to snow
drifting down like petals
in a spring orchard
taste it on your tongue
a fleeting kiss of ice
Lie down and listen to the wind
wind through the apple trees
twisting the bare twigs
into complex runes
against a curtained sky
spelling out a recipe
for snow
As a Bird
It
is the wings themselves I want
the
strength and loft and beat of them
I
feel the hollowing of my bones
the
lengthening of my fingers
the
hairs on my arms becoming feathers
I
feel the birdsong rising in my throat
the notes an invitation
I
feel my ties to the earth so frail a good hard flap
would break them
Sing
me a lullaby as I rise pulled skyward by
the wings I wished for
pulled
skyward as a bird skims the clouds
Sally Zakariya's poems have appeared in numerous journals, including
Emerge, Third Wednesday, Evening Street Review, Theodate, and Southern
Women's Review. Her poetry has won
prizes from the Poetry Society of Virginia and the Virginia Writers Club. Her
chapbooks, Insectomania (2013) and Arithmetic and other verses (2011), were published by Richer
Resources Publications. Sally lives in Arlington, Virginia, and blogs at www.ButDoesItRhyme.com.
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