This Caribbean
heat batters you
till your mind
is a soft green melon
here among the
blossoms and billy
goats. Empanada
vendors tease you
with their
sing-song calls as you walk
your melon to
the beach and center it
on a towel.
Waves of liquid sighs
foam closer, and
you drift as soft-hipped
women sway past,
so many ample, half-
remembered
figures by the sea. Men,
irrelevant,
unfathomable, roam the beach,
scouting and
preening, their lunch pails
bumping between
their legs, and neon fish
ripple bright
sea grasses.
It's all still there.
Making
it Happen
First the
silence
into which
grows either
mold
or nose hairs,
those
tufts of
substrate
that beg to be
trimmed
back, an unruly
bed
grown to seed.
Then
come the mental
health
professionals
with their
smiles and
excessive use
of first names. Yes, Tom,
I see. Can I ask you something,
Tom? Were you trying to injure
yourself, or did the clippers
slip? That poses an obvious
danger, Tom. And why hedge
clippers? When did the hairs
become so unruly, Tom?
Tom sighs,
swallowing
blood and
wishing only
for peace and
quiet.
It gives him
satisfaction
to know that
black mold
is overtaking
his good shoes
there in the
dark closet of silence.
It
Passes the Time
Later that
afternoon she soaks
herself in
stout, followed by a Merlot
rinse. Not a
drinker, she is content
to smell of booze. After bathing
her feet in a
pail of cheap bourbon,
she finally
emerges, redolent
and ready to
roll. She dresses
and hurries to
an AA meeting,
where, invited
to share, she says,
"I'm
Crystal and I'm not an alcoholic."
"Jesus,"
some guy groans. Savoring the
eyerolls, she
leaves early. "Keep
coming back,"
a kind woman whispers
earnestly. Crystal high-fives her. "Oh, yeah."
Heddy Reid is
the author of A Far Cry, a chapbook
of poems, and The Soul in Balance, a
book of selected meditations paired with photographs of the Washington
Cathedral. Her work has been published in Innisfree,
Passager, Poet Lore, and The Southern
Review, as well as several anthologies.
Heddy has taught poetry to adults and serves on the Poetry Board of the
Folger Shakespeare Library in Washington, D.C.
She and her husband have two grown sons and two grandsons.
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