Gold by Barbara
Crooker. Cascade Books: an imprint of Wipf and Stock Publishers, 2013.
The title of this book evokes Robert Frost even before you
open the book and find him: "Nothing
gold can stay." These are painful, beautiful, physical poems of loss and
slow recovery. The colors and tastes burst from the poems, yet the narrative
for much of the book is the decline and death of the mother, and the daughter's
finding her way in her new state of being "unmothered." Even her
characteristic food imagery takes its tone from the loss. Talking about
tomatoes in late summer, she writes that
nothing beats this sweetness in
August,
hot and heavy with juice and
seeds. Slice
them into rounds, shuffle with
mozzarella,
add basil's anise nip, drizzle with
the kiss
of olio di oliva, a dark
splash of balsamic,
the sprinkled grit of sea salt. The
circles ring the plate,
diminishing O's. We know the party's
almost over,
the sun's packing its bags. Listen
to the crows
outside the cold window: gone
gone gone.
Crooker's pictures glow like the Impressionists' works, and
her snapshot-insights stick in the reader's mind still associated with the
images that engendered them. This is true in these poems also, and if the
loss of the mother always lurks in the background, the sense of heightened
awareness always created by Crooker's poems works with it to explore final
questions. The issue seems to be: being with someone loved, in their presence,
is so physical. What can the relationship be like after the physical presence
is gone? Is there any other kind of presence? These poems ask. The answers are
equivocal and exploratory. "Pistachios" gives a good example. It
concludes this way:
The sun,
at day's end, loves slipping behind
the horizon,
sometimes flashing green. The way
this small nut
slips perfectly back into its
shell, although you
can never quite click the lid, tuck
in the world's
sorrows, make it stick tight, once
the hinge
is broken, and the crack that's in
everything
has let the light back in.
This book is divided into four numbered sections. Most of
the poems are free verse, with a few in traditional or adapted forms. The
titles help communicate the dual emotional landscape portrayed in the
collection: On the one hand is the loss: "A Woman Is Her Mother. That's
the Main Thing," "In Praise of Dying," "The Table My Mother's
Brother Kept," "My Mother's Body Knits itself into a Nest of Pain." On the other hand, something permanent
remains, and the world is still lush: ""Gold," "Zucchini,"
"Pistachios," "Ambrosia."
Crooker is known for the sensory surface of her poems; her
world has brighter colors and vibrant tastes. Synesthesia or simply the
coupling of color and taste enriches her work. Her travel poems are delectable.
Yet the vivid presence of the changing surface of the world also reminds us
that nothing lasts. "Death is the mother of beauty," Wallace Stevens
says, and readers ponder over what that means. It may mean simply that if
things did not wax and wane in cycles we would not be aware of how precious
they are. It is our desire that determines value. Desire is hunger, and in
Crooker's poems, life is consumed. The poems are filled with food,
whether the food is the symbolic center of a relationship, a way of
communicating, a cherished memory, or a trope for something else. The food
imagery underscores the transience of all things, yet there is the knowledge
that as experience is consumed, it transforms the speaker. To live fully is to
eat life up. Of a Dufy painting, she says, "This house, pink stucco, could
be made of meringue, / a confection beaten out of egg white and light. If I bit
/ into it, sugar would melt on my tongue . . . ."
As in earlier collections, light is a presence too,
drenching the world in a natural spirituality that cannot be categorized. If
there is deity here, it is a kind of immanent presence in the wealth of the
world. It seems to link up with a different series of images in this
collection, which I think of as the particulate. There are stones, pebbles,
sand, the mother's ashes, salt, even stars—and salt represented as stars. A
rich poem about maternal links, "Salt," links salt, the mother's
ashes, DNA, eggs in ovaries. It concludes:
On the blue canister in my kitchen,
there's
a little girl standing in the rain
in a yellow dress,
the same can of salt under her arm,
open, running out,
like those Dutch interiors repeating
themselves
in convex mirrors repeating like
the bits of DNA
in molecules that become the coins
in our ovaries' purse,
doled out month by month, drawn by
the moon. Long ago,
someone tipped some salt on a black
skillet,
and decided to call that spillage "stars."
Whether she intends a kind of pervasive feminine
spirituality or not, the images of the particulate seem to suggest an infinity,
a coherence, or a totality of parts beyond our limited understanding.
Crooker is a poet to return to, as her strikingly original
images and connections delight, inspire, and console. Every reading opens new
possibilities.
Janet McCann's most recent collection is Emily's Dress (Pecan Grove Press,
2004). Her poems appear in Kansas Quarterly, Parnassus, Nimrod,
Sou'wester, New York Quarterly, Tendril, Poetry Australia, and recently in Ted Kooser's column. She
has co-edited two anthologies, Odd Angles
Of Heaven (1994) and Place Of Passage
(Story Line, 2000). Her honors
include and NEA Creative Writing Fellowship and wins of chapbook contests
sponsored by Pudding Publications, Chimera Connections, and Franciscan
University Press. She has taught at Texas A&M University since
1969. Her reviews have appeared in Women's Literature, Christianity and
Literature, and The Wallace Stevens
Journal.
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