He
knew better, he told me
in
that dry voice so matter-of-fact
you
could shake hands with it,
than
to start walking at 2 A.M.
that
night his pick-up stalled out
somewhere
in the Pine Barrens
so
he stayed put until daylight
when
someone finally came along.
He
loved it up there, he said
but
it could be lonely, lonely.
A
good tale, albeit a small one,
&
quick in the telling.
Did
I mention the speaker
was
my mechanic?
Kept
those heaps I drove running
for
years longer than they should.
Bar Crawl
That
afternoon, during that walk,
my
father was intent on showing me
the
joint in Hell’s Kitchen
with
the two bullet holes in the mirror
over
the bar. It was a narrow storefront
in
the middle of the block, but the bar itself
was
gone, its site now nothing more
than
an empty, unlit space in a row
of
eyesores where only the Chinese laundry
appeared
open for business. The day
was
pleasant & we had nothing to do
but
wander around Hell’s Kitchen with nothing
to
do, my father matter-of-factly explaining
the
ritual of bar crawls years ago with his buddies
from the job, men who might tell you
they
drove a truck for a living & then add,
after
a moment’s pause, they were teamsters,
a
term surviving from the era when those
who
did such work drove teams of horses.
My
father said all this as we strolled west
down
West 48th, yet I don’t recall
whether
it was before or after we visited Rudy’s
on
9th, where the guy on the next stool
engaged
me in polite conversation
about
the manufacture of homemade guns.
On
that topic, I had little to say & my father,
momentarily
busy reconnoitering
on
the island of his memory, even less.
A native New
Yorker, Sid Gold is a two-time recipient of a Maryland State Arts Council Individual
Artist Award for Poetry. Poems of his have appeared recently in Poet Lore, Loch Raven Review, and Free
State Review. His third book, Good
With Oranges, is forthcoming from the Broadkill River Press. He lives in
Hyattsville MD.
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