Fear, Desire—Feathers that Fly
The slender fingers of the daffodil
signal their come-hither. The rolling green,
the mountains vaguely blue and beckoning a
mythic
distance unperturbed by weather. The screen
is a pretense of landscape: Words, numbers keyed
in reflex realities. A daily feed
of systems that summon me to presence
in the network. Sometimes in a clear and present
mind, I elope into the gardens of my own
imagination, where whimsy ferns, where screen
gives way
to branches of a pine that stairway
to the blue and clouds departing, sweep aside
the whooing of the thing inside
the thing, downloading—
The air, though chill, sparkles.
Tiger lilies deepen into dreams.
So many evergreens agree on shade!
One gnarled, twisting, bonsaied by the canopy
and wind, reminds me what a thing
in nature can become, deprived of light,
the mad love of the trees. A bird,
death-throated, sings.
Kathleen Hellen is a poet and the author of Umberto’s Night, which won the Washington Writers' Publishing House Poetry Prize
and will be published by WWPH in October 2012. Her first book of poems, The Girl Who Loved Mothra appeared from Finishing
Line Press in 2010. Her work has appeared in Barrow Street, Cimarron
Review, Cortland Review, Evansville
Review, Harpur Palate, Hollins Critic, James Dickey Review, Nimrod,
Prairie Schooner, RHINO, Seattle Review, Southern Poetry Review, Stand, Subtropics, Witness, among
others, and on WYPR’s "The Signal." Her awards include an
Individual Artist Grant in Poetry from the Maryland State Arts
Council. She is senior editor for The
Baltimore Review.
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