from A Piercing Happiness:
In Pontresina
In Pontresina the Swiss hotelier,
sleek in his casing as any sausage,
prays from his schedule of
clockwork trains
that whirr around and under
mountains,
finds the dispositive text, and
preaches
order.
In Pontresina café-au-lait cattle,
wreathed in bells like copper leis,
bong from springtime pasture to
summer pasture,
drop their steaming calling-cards
on pristine streets, and emanate
bucolics.
In Pontresina
in the long twilight
of early summer the citizenry
gather
—grocer, cobbler, innkeeper, clerk—
in workaday clothes and sturdy
shoes,
but harnessed in silver: trumpets, tubas,
flutes that shine and drums that
glitter
with each whack. A whistle-blast
arrays them in orderly formation
to march to the end of town and
back,
until the Alpine dusk transforms
them
into young ghost soldiers who sing
to grieving sweethearts of battles
won
and battles lost, of the grassy
beds
in which they wait, and the sad
horns
echo in Pontresina.
Lovely A.
I am authorized
to tell you
that we can not live forever,
that our cells will not forget to
die.
I am, like you, disconsolate.
I had intended a permanent
existence
with time to relish every crystal
truth
the computer, retrieving and
retrieving,
ever sang, with time for every
delta
on the coastline of Brazil, with
time
at Svalbard where the ice is blue
and indolent seals flop unconcerned
until they push off, lazy, to the
Pole.
But now I know that lovely A.
who once presided in a black silk
sheath
lies disarranged—a loose necklace
of bone in the earth in Queens.
Der Rosenkavalier, Last Scene
Almost everything that was to
happen has happened.
The treacherous girl has skittered
to the wings
bawled at by Baron Ochs, supplicant
pronger.
The waiters, constables, and
thieves have disappeared
and Ochs himself has lugged his
great need
off-stage. Only these three remain
behind
to sing—boy, girl, exquisite
Marschallin
who we know already has had her
session
of meditation with her boudoir
mirror,
who has looked and looked at her
ivory face
until every line that seamed the
ivory was mourned.
As we expect
the youthful lovers sing
of their prospective coupling, an
off-stage thing.
The Marschallin, subdued, bemused,
alone,
still beautiful, sings that
everything
of moment she can hope to happen
has happened,
sings of the nothing that is all
that is to happen.
And we, flawed and aging in our
darkened seats,
almost mount the stage to share her
grief.
Pursuing Whales
You say the
poem is done.
But it is not done.
A chicken in the oven's done.
A lover who has come is done,
at least for the while. But a poem
is never done. It is at best
a gasping, beached creature
while what it was we truly wanted
dives out of reach, out of sight,
down to where a single
humpback whale sings
in the depths of the dark sea,
its song reverberating
a hundred miles until
it is repeated and passed on
by other humpbacks off the coast of
Spain
who sing it again and again
trying to get it right.
Burial Arrangements
What did you do with your life, Sadie?
I escaped the Cossacks' random
murders,
married a gentle but unschooled man
who worked all his life like a beast,
birthed three children, one a son,
sewed, cleaned, cooked, worried,
loved
my husband once he was dead (cried
when they buried him at the back of
the plot
close to the expressway in farthest
Queens),
died in a daughter's California
bed,
lay buried alone near movie stars.
We
are sending your son to you, Sadie.
He
is cleansed and crated and at eighty eight
he
weighs little more than he did at twelve.
He
will lie forever near your grave.
Does
this please you, Sadie?
Here we are but bone and earth—
even the stars in their mausoleums.
The freeway is close, just over the
hill,
and sometimes at night it can be
heard.
I'll be pleased to have my big boy
back.
We can listen together to the
traffic noise.
A Report to Captain Higgins
Sir, in this tinder house, tilted
on rock,
there rides this stormy night a
varied crew
of sentient small beings: a potent chameleon,
green for the time and seemingly
kind
but with a cache of live crickets
for food,
a gap-toothed girl who hungers for
horses,
two whirling gerbils in constant
prayer,
their mistress who embraces a bear,
a boy
who loves lizards, a hungry gray
cat
that peers around corners and
slaughters shadows.
The wind howls,
the rain attacks, the house
creaks, and in a week of years a
white horse
will die in circles, the lizard
disappear,
the gerbils freeze, the cat grow
old as Noah,
and the children—where will the
children be?
But tonight the timbers hold, and
they sleep,
they all sleep, except the doomed
crickets—
who sing.
And a new poem:
Easy Women
(from the New York Times obituary of Clyde Tombaugh, the astronomer who
located Pluto, whose father had admonished him:
Clyde, make yourself useful and
beware of easy women.)
He left Kansas for the night skies
of Flagstaff
and began to interrogate ten
million dots,
sifting them over and over and over
again
until he caught a twitching residue
of light—
the missing planet, once X, now
Pluto—
making himself useful. As for easy women
surely there must have been one or
two
gentle, dazzled, longing souls for
whom
the young sky-searcher was a prince
of star light,
at least one who, had she been at
his side
while he looked and looked and
looked,
might have edged close to ward off
the chill
of the night's vast loneliness and
who
in a flush of urgency might have
been easy,
though he, no doubt, would have
stayed useful,
leaving her, who cared not a whit
which smudge harbored Pluto, to
confront alone
the terrible enormity of the desert
sky.
In addition to Edwin Zimmerman's lifelong love of poetry
(including service on the Poetry Board of the Folger Shakespeare Library), he
has pursued strong interests in other art forms, such as music, dance, and
Turkoman textiles (including service as President of the Washington Textile
Museum for ten years). In his
professional life, he served as a Supreme Court clerk to Justice Stanley Reed,
a Professor of Law at Stanford Law School, an Assistant Attorney General in
charge of the Antitrust Division at the U.S. Department of Justice, and since
1969, practiced law at Covington & Burlington in Washington, D.C. His poems have appeared in Partisan Review and elsewhere. He is the author of a book of poems, A Piercing Happiness.
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