The Innisfree Poetry Journal
www.innisfreepoetry.org
by Wendy Taylor Carlisle
THE YEAR IN SPORTS What started me up then? Under the lights of Jay-Vee games, Fall's excitement gathered in a boy's dark skin. I could feel him, a blood twin, both of us pounding. January rolled in from the icy parking lot as I walked away with a lanky boy who played round ball. When we broke up in March. He cried. By May, it was an Irish runner. Shorts were tighter then. It was only one year. I apologize.
THE LIFE OF MEAT His sister found him barefoot, a poured-out Jack Daniels at his elbow. She said, the life of meat ends in hopeful annihilation. I said, that man gave me the best smooch I ever had. He personally abhorred the air-kiss, the cheek-brush, loved instead to press his real naked belly to my back. I have a snapshot of him looking over his shoulder across the airport tarmac and another, leaning like he always did, against a satiny fender that just screamed, California! I'll leave you later, he joked as he lugged love's real estate over another border, describing every bluff and scarp along the way. He knew about the Rocky Mountains, the Oklahoma State line. He taught me to expand across a Utah horizon in those first provisional months when my actual size, my narrowness, didn't come into it. Then he did leave me, turned off east, on his way to another Carolina, his face puffed up with passions he'd saved for later. But he never meant to go for good. I hunkered outside in the southern summer. He always meant to open the door.
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