The Innisfree Poetry Journal www.innisfreepoetry.org by Kathi Wolfe PAPAYA after Frank O'Hara and David Lehman It is 12:15 in New York and I am wondering what to say when the doctor blasts the all-seeing light into my surprised eyes. I am wondering if the last thing I see will be Garbo lying on a couch, dying in Camille, or the blue screen of death on my computer. I am wondering if the lights on Broadway will dim for a minute in homage to my news. I am wondering if I will create an ars poetica of Braille, Seeing-Eye dogs, stares, averted eyes; if I will sing new songs with Homer and Milton. Or will I dwell in Shadowland, where you don't die, but feel as if you should. I only know, in Papaya King, on 86th and Third Avenue inhaling onions and mustard, there will always be you, hot dogs and papaya. from the Helen Keller poems: DREAMING OF HEAVEN You say I can't speak of sound or write of light. Moonbeams, symphonies are off-limits to me. Defectives, you insist, can't wipe a crying baby's tears or escape a fire's wild orange flame. What right do I have to even talk of color, you demand. No more right than you to tell of Paris, unless, like me, you've inhaled the mingled scent of cigarettes and hyacinth drifting along the Seine. Can you know the Pyramids, if you haven't felt the rough-hewn, ancient stone, the scratchy lick of a camel's tongue, the sandy silence of the desert, as I did one summer night? Do you dare to dream of heaven when you've never been there? Copyright 2006-2012 by Cook Communication |