The Innisfree Poetry Journal www.innisfreepoetry.org by Lavina Blossom
Shifting a Line
Skirt tight to her thighs in Michigan wind, Mother raised her arms to pin towels between my panties and her bras and bloomers, trying to disguise our underthings. Wet laundry wagged and snapped, inflated, then collapsed.
That night, my brother and I came up from the orchard, ducked the clothes line in the dark, and his boot came down on a kitten. We must have trusted Mother to do our final chore, carry the kitten to the corner of the calf barn, block the door with a board.
After that, some bent lever in the cat's head turned the ball of fluff and bone off course, added a spin and cock to its step. It veered and swiveled left and left again, and soon was dead.
It might have been the year my brother shipped out to Vietnam that Dad planted metal poles and moved the clothesline behind the shed, where passers by could not spy our underclothes and think about us naked, as Mother believed they must, although her winning argument had been the dirt road dust.
My brother claims he never fired his rifle at the Vietcong. I like believing that he learned from early accident to stand quite still, or, when compelled through darkness, to glide one foot along the ground while feeling for a smaller body's heat, allowing time for him to swerve. Although, it does occur to me that for our mother's sake, he lied.
Brim Full
Although the night grows chill, no turtleneck. While the cup brimmeth over, enhance the effect with a low cut sweater. When the eye brimmeth over, blow the nose, reapply the makeup, lift the chin, say, "Allergies," or "Dust." Let them fill the beer mug or the wine glass to the brim, and drink. Order another and another until the no-chin balding plump gentleman by himself in the corner looks good enough, looks fine. If his wallet doth not brim over, never mind. And if few words brim from his mouth, you fill the pauses, tell him a few things about yourself, leaving out the divorce, the son who called you a whore and chose his father. Don't mention the lump in that left breast that the man's gaze drops to over and over. Take him home, let generosity brim and spill. Fill his arms, abate his loneliness. Do a kindness for a stranger, and take comfort, too, in spite of all those nights you went forth brimming with the surety that you were the one deserved more.
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